Stuck

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We talk, talk till we're blue in the face
The words, words don't resonate
Seasons, they always seem to stay the same
Holding on to things we said we would change

我們應對著，各自帶著憂鬱的臉

那些字詞，並沒有讓比次產生共鳴

季節過著，卻始終好像沒有改變

而我們，卻緊緊抓住那些我們說會改變的事

I'm stuck, babe, stuck with nowhere to go
It cuts baby, cause we're just taking it slow

It's overdone, make your move
Stuck, babe, stuck with nowhere to go.

我被困住了，寶貝

無處可逃

像是被刀劃過，寶貝

因為我們無法前進

已經太遲了，動身吧

我被困住了，寶貝

無處可逃

You move and I don't really know what to say
Too soon, it's not supposed to feel this way

Reach out but I dont wanna get in your way
Too little, too late
I know thats what your gonna say

你就如我所說的，離開了

而我無話可說

這太快了，不應該如此的

我想伸手，卻又不想阻礙你

這一切都不夠、這一切都太晚了

我想這就是你要說的話吧

I'm stuck, babe, stuck with nowhere to go

It cuts baby, cause we're just taking it slow
It's overdone, make your move
Stuck, babe, stuck with nowhere to go

我被困住了，寶貝

無處可逃

像是被刀劃過，寶貝

因為我們無法前進

已經太遲了，動身吧

我被困住了，寶貝

無處可逃

I see it in your eyes, your eyes, your eyes
We ain't satisfied
Waste away our lives, our lives, our lives
We ain't satisfied

我看見你的瞳孔內的我們

永遠不滿足

這樣的浪費我們的人生

是啊，怎麼會滿足

We talk, talk till we're blue in the face
Holding on to things we said we would change

我們說著，直到憂鬱爬滿了我們的臉

依然緊緊抓住那些我們曾說要改變的事

You know I'm stuck baby, stuck with nowhere to go
It cuts baby, cause we're just taking it slow
I see it your eyes, your eyes, your eyes
We ain't satisfied
Stuck with nowhere to go

你知道，寶貝，我被深深地困住了

無處可逃

像是被刀劃過一般，因為我們無法前進

我看到你眼裡映射的我們

像是不滿足那般

我們無處可逃

Heartlines

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We could fool the datelines
We could jump the statelines
I don't always play nice
But I wanna feel your heartlines
I wanna feel your heart

我們可以穿梭時間

我們可以越過邊界

雖然我不是永遠的那個好人

但我想感受你心跳的頻率

我想深入感受你的心

Have you been let down
By the ones before?
Do you leave too soon to know?
Never fell in love
Cause I just cut loose
But not when it comes to you

你曾經被那些已經過去的人們傷過嗎？

你是否因為離開的倉促而錯過了那些種種？

不陷入愛情之中

是因為我的獨立

但當遇見你，這一切都改變了

Dressing in black
You're around for the weekend
Dancing at night, you're the light
That I won't let go
And I want you close

週末時你穿得一身黑

就在我的身邊

當我們在夜晚中起舞

你就是那道光芒

那道我不會放手的光

而我想要你再靠近我一些

We could fool the datelines
We could jump the statelines
I don't always play nice
But I wanna feel your heartlines
I'll pick you up at midnight
We'll run to beat the sunlight
We only get the one life
And I wanna feel your heartlines
I wanna feel your heart

我們可以穿梭時間

我們可以越過邊界

雖然我不是永遠的那個好人

但我想感受你心跳的頻率

我會在子夜的時候迎接你

我們會奔跑直到黎明破曉

因為這個人生只有一次

所以我想感受你心跳的頻率

我想深入感受你的心

Now we're far apart
In and out of touch
And the words don't mean as much
So I sit across from someone new
But they don't compare to you

而現在我們如此遙遠

若有似無、若即若離的觸碰

那些情感不再溢於言表

所以我嘗試面對那些新的人們

但總是遠不及你

Lying in bed wide awake, I remember
Dancing at night, you're the light
That I won't let go
And I want you close

即使躺在床上，我仍然無法入眠

那些回憶湧入

當我們在夜晚中起舞

你就是那道光芒

那道我不會放手的光

而我想要你就在我的身邊

We could fool the datelines
We could jump the statelines
I don't always play nice
But I wanna feel your heartlines
I'll pick you up at midnight
We'll run to beat the sunlight
We only get the one life
And I wanna feel your heartlines
I wanna feel your heartlines

我們可以穿梭時間

我們可以越過邊界

雖然我不是永遠的那個好人

但我想感受你心跳的頻率

我會在子夜的時候迎接你

我們會奔跑直到黎明破曉

因為這個人生只有一次

所以我想感受你心跳的頻率

我想深入感受你的心

Lying in bed wide awake, I remember
I feel
Dressing in black
You're around for the weekend
And I won't let go
Cause I want you close

即使躺在床上，我仍然無法入眠

那些回憶湧入

那些感受襲來

當週末時你穿得一身黑

就在我的身邊

而我不會放手

我想要你再靠近一些

We Won't

Hypocrite.

---

Don't go to war for me
I'm not the one that you want me to be
Don't call me up at 2 a.m. tonight
It feels so damn good and I wish you would

不要為我赴湯蹈火

我不是你心目中的那個完美人選

不要在半夜兩點打電話給我

即使我享受這種甜蜜、即使我多麼希望

Are we just gonna stay like this forever, floating
I'm serious, my heart is furious
Cause I'm so confused when we're together
Feels like I'm choking, these emotions
I know I'm gonna let you down
So don't hold your breath now
Bittersweet in your mouth
Can you stomach the doubt?
I wish I could say what I'm feeling
I'm scared to let these words out

我們就要這樣一直下去嗎？永遠的載浮載沉

我想認真看待這件事，心也非常煩躁

因為當我們在一起的時候我感到非常迷惘

這種感覺好像我快要窒息、被這些情緒淹沒

我知道我一定會讓你失望

所以不要為了我屏住氣息

還有那些酸甜苦澀

你能做得到嗎？你能忍受這些疑惑嗎？

多希望我能說出我的真實感受、赤裸裸的

我很害怕說出這些話


Don't go to war for me
I'm not the one that you want me to be
Don't call me up at 2 a.m. tonight
It feels so damn good and I wish you would
And don't cry no more for me
Don't waste your time convincing me
That maybe someday we'll get it right
Cause we never could, I wish that we would

不要為我赴湯蹈火

我不是你心目中的那個完美人選

不要在半夜兩點打電話給我

即使我享受這種甜蜜、即使我多麼希望

並且，不要再為我哭了

不要浪費你的生命在說服我

可能吧，有那麼一天我們會修成正果

即使我們不可能，我還是希望我們可以

But we won't, so just don't
We won't, so just don't
But we won't, so just don't
Don't

但我們不會的，所以不要

不要

不要再這樣了


I can't trust you
Baby, cause I don't want to
This isn't fun anymore
Never hurt like this before
Broken dishes on the floor
Hearts exploding
Tell me why I'm still holding
Onto the love that we've been breaking
Damn, I thought we'd make it
No other way to say it
Don't, don't, don't

我無法信任你

寶貝，因為我不想相信你

這一切都不再有趣了

從來沒有像這樣痛苦過

那些在摔在地板上的盤子

還有爆炸的心

告訴我為什麼我還是依然

依然留戀在已被我們破碎的愛情

該死的，我以為我們可以

沒有辦法再繼續說服自己

不要

不要再這樣了

Don't go to war for me
I'm not the one that you want me to be
Don't call me up at 2 a.m. tonight
It feels so damn good and I wish you would
And don't cry no more for me
Don't waste your time convincing me
That maybe someday we'll get it right
Cause we never could, I wish that we would

不要為我赴湯蹈火

我不是你心目中的那個完美人選

不要在半夜兩點打電話給我

即使我享受這種甜蜜、即使我多麼希望

並且，不要再為我哭了

不要浪費你的生命在說服我

可能吧，有那麼一天我們會修成正果

即使我們不可能，我還是希望我們可以

We burn faster than a cigarette in my mouth
I know it hurts, but baby, we can't stop now
Baby, we can't stop now

我們的烈火比手中的香菸燃盡的還迅速

我知道這很痛，但寶貝，現在還不是喊停的時候

寶貝，我們無法停止

Don't go to war for me
I'm not the one that you want me to be
Don't call me up at 2 a.m. tonight
It feels so damn good and I wish you would
And don't cry no more for me
Don't waste your time convincing me
That maybe someday we'll get it right
Cause we never could, I wish that we would

不要為我赴湯蹈火

我不是你心目中的那個完美人選

不要在半夜兩點打電話給我

即使我享受這種甜蜜、即使我多麼希望

並且，不要再為我哭了

不要浪費你的生命在說服我

可能吧，有那麼一天我們會修成正果

即使我們不可能，我還是希望我們可以

But we won't, so just don't
We won't, so just don't
But we won't, so just don't
Don't
Don't
Don't

但我們不會的，所以不要

不要

不要再這樣了

The Reality

(Translated)

Actually I am not afraid of the reality at all, I am only scared that the fantasy immerses me deeply without letting me out.

Fantasies are fantastic, but the reality rules. I don't know started from when I decided to deal with pain in a sharp but short-term way instead of tedious torture, forcing myself to face the truth as soon as possible. I don't know if it is the right thing to do, but in this way I feel like I could balance the emotional and the rational me, and get back the innocence. Maybe deep in my heart, I believe this is the right choice.


Drown in this city with ecstasy but despair, finally I understand the favor of getting myself back, when facing the relationship, or facing the life. To some degree I'm kind of brainwashed by the lure of New York City, but no matter how much it hurts, I always pinch myself so that I could still stay awake. You know that, even I crave for the beauty of fantasy,  it could only happen in the dream.


I know you are the fantasy like this, so is he, and so is the world.

If there is no expectation, then there is no hurt. I gradually keep my emotion in a stable state. Even I know that there were things that proved my fantasy was coming true, but it cost too much, and I could not take it.


I don't really know what I am writing, or to whom I am writing, maybe it's just a transition period for reorganizing the mess I have had.

No matter what, I am trying to living in another way. So don't be afraid, though I cannot control if others are afraid or not, I'm just hoping to live more honestly.

Maybe it's pretentious to talk about life right now, but I think it's still a process of growth.


So I am sorry that things become like this, but meanwhile I feel so relieved.

And I think I love you. 

And I love this city as well. 

But maybe I love myself more than anything else.

Smile

It's just the matter of accepting the reality or not, lol

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Young folks listen up, this is where we are

Caught up in southern California with 

Nowhere to start, and you left some
So now what's here for me?
Yeah, I've had enough of him, 

still asking for your number
While we' reading your blog

年輕人，注意聽好了

這裡就是我們帶著毫無方向的迷失

被困住的南加州

而你也是罪魁禍首之一

所以現在呢，有什麼在等待我？

我已經受夠他

在我們邊窺伺著你的私生活時

還向你要電話

You know, my blues can't wake her,
My heart it can not break, and now

I carry sorrow
'Cause, hell, I cannot shake her, no
My world keeps turning
My heart it keeps on burning
And I know where to find her,
Just wanna see her smile again

Well, 我的憂鬱無法讓她清醒

但此刻我不能心碎

所以我背負著憂傷

因為，他媽的我居然撼動不了她

我的世界不斷旋轉著

而心也燒著傷疤

但我知道要去哪裡找到她

只為了再次看見她的笑顏


I got to dress sharp, you know I will
Give you what it takes
'Cause I'm not gonna be outdone

by those beautiful fakes
In your halo, there's gotta be Gold
I've got you waiting on
I'll step on a grenade so you can see I'm the bomb

我必須穿得潮入你眼，你知道我會這麼做的

你知道我會給你一切

即使需要代價

因為我才不會

被那些華而不實給打敗

在你的光環裡

一定有神聖的影子

我已經讓你等著看

當我踩上手榴彈時

你就會明暸我就是一顆炸彈

You know, my blues can't wake her,
My heart it can not break, and now

I carry sorrow
'Cause, hell, I cannot shake her, no
My world keeps turning
My heart it keeps on burning
And I know where to find her,
Just wanna see her smile again

Well, 但我的憂鬱無法讓她清醒

此刻我卻不能心碎

所以我背負著悲傷

因為，他媽的我居然撼動不了她

我的世界不斷旋轉著

而心也燒著傷疤

但我知道要去哪裡找到她

只為了再次看見她的笑顏

The night keeps falling
Her voice it keeps on calling'
We all carry sorrow
And hold on to tomorrow
'Cause the world keeps turning
And I will keep on learning
And I know where to find her
Just wanna see her smile again

夜晚再度降臨

她的聲音不斷在腦海裡迴響

你知道嗎？我們都背負著傷痛

然後再過下一個明天

因為世界不停轉動

而我還繼續在學習

只是我知道要去哪裡才能

再一次重溫她的笑容

Bubble 泡沫

---

陽光下的泡沫　是彩色的
就像被騙的我　是幸福的
追究什麼對錯　你的謊言　基於你還愛我

Bubbles are colorful,
under the sunshine
It's just like me, I was that happy
when cheated by you
Based on the fact, maybe you still love me
So why to dig out the truth about your lies?

美麗的泡沫　雖然一剎花火
你所有承諾　雖然都太脆弱
但愛像泡沫　如果能夠看破　有什麼難過

The beautiful bubbles,
gone in just a moment
Like all your commitments
are all so weak
But love is like bubbles
If I can see through it, even clearer
I won't feel desperate like this

早該知道泡沫　一觸就破
就像已傷的心　不勝折磨
也不是誰的錯　謊言再多　基於你還愛我

I should've known that bubbles
blowed up when touching them
Like the broken  heart,
there is no way to take torture anymore
But there is nothing wrong with both of us,
even there are so many lies, you know
based on the fact that it seems you still love me, doesn't it?

美麗的泡沫　雖然一剎花火
你所有承諾　雖然都太脆弱
愛本是泡沫　如果能夠看破　有什麼難過

The beautiful bubbles,
gone in just a moment
Like all your commitments
are all so weak
But love is like bubbles
If I can see through it, even clearer
I won't feel desperate like this

再美的花朵　盛開過就凋落
再亮眼的星　一閃過就墜落
愛本是泡沫　如果能夠看破　有什麼難過

Even how beautiful the followers are,
they fade after blossom
How bright the stars are,
they fall after shining
Love is bubble
If I could see it clear,
I won't be that desperate

為什麼難過　有什麼難過　為什麼難過

But why am I desperate
There is nothing to be frustrated about
So why am I falling back down?

全都是泡沫　只一剎的花火
你所有承諾　全部都太脆弱
而你的輪廓　怪我沒有看破　才如此難過
相愛的把握　要如何再搜索
相擁著寂寞　難道就不寂寞
愛本是泡沫　怪我沒有看破　才如此難過

All are bubbles
They own the life for just one moment, like the firework
And all your commitments are so weak
I think I am the one to be blamed,
'cause I couldn't see you clear
That's why I broke down
Right now how to keep holding the confidence that,
we are still in love?
If we embrace the loneliness,
will we not be lonely?
Love is bubble,
I should be blamed for not seeing through it,
So I am so desperate

在雨下的泡沫　一觸就破
當初熾熱的心　早已沉沒
說什麼你愛我　如果騙我　我寧願你沉默

Bubbles are delicate
under the drop of rains
The fierce passion then, has already gone
So I don't know why you say you love me
If this is not the truth,
I'd rather you say nothing

We Are All Lonely 我們都寂寞

---

趕著下班的計程車　一嘯而過
下班後不想回家的我　誰要理我
很多年之前我問　朋友來陪我　有誰來愛我

There are taxis passing by
And I don't wanna go home after work
Who is gonna pay attention to me?
I think I've asked couples years ago about this question
Even friends come by,
but who is gonna love me then?

買醉的時候你認識我　最後還一起生活
為怕寂寞　我們做了很多　最沒空寂寞
偶遇你之後我說　想有人愛我　就有人愛我

We met when going for drunkenness
Later on we even live together
In order to stay away from loneliness,
we did a lot
That was really the time when,
we are too busy to be lonely
When we met again the other day, I said to you, I said,
"I could have someone love me,
when I want someone to love."


可是我　不知道想要什麼　不知道擁有什麼
可能我們都寂寞

But I,
actually I,
I don't know what I want
I don't know what I own
Maybe we are just all so lonely


迎面一個老尼姑走過　把路燈看破
有你在家裡苦等的我　難道比她幸福的多
現在不想下班的我　沒愛好難過　有愛算什麼

There is a nun passing by
She could see through everything like breaking the street lamps
But am I happier than her when I still have you wait for me at home?
Right now I don't wanna get off from work
This is desperate when there is no love
But so what even there is?


我恨我　我不知道想要什麼　我不知道擁有什麼
可能我們都寂寞

I hate myself
I don't know what I want
I don't know what I have
Maybe we are all lonely

走過馬路的我說　一個人寂寞　兩個人寂寞

I say when I'm passing the street
"One is lonely,
two are still lonely."


可能我　我不知道擁有什麼　而我又缺少什麼
我害怕什麼　怕什麼
我不知道愛算什麼　而我又算什麼　我們都寂寞

Maybe I,
I don't know what I have
Either what I don't have
I am not sure about what I am afraid of
What the hell am I afraid of?
I don't know what love is
I don't know what I am
We are all lonely

Breathe

---

Try to take a deep breath,
till you feel a little bit hurt and numb
inside of your chest
Try to exhale then,
till you feel
nothing is inside you anymore

It's okay,
even you feel hard to breathe
No one is gonna blame you
It's okay to make mistakes,
'cause everyone has been there
And just 'it's okay'
could make us feel comforted

So whose sigh is this?
This heavy sigh
How could I measure it either way?
It's your sigh
It's okay even there is something behind it that is not understandable
I will still embrace you


Sometimes you lose the strength because of others
But you may see it clear after taking a deep breath
I know,
I know it all
Let things get out of your chest with the sigh
You will be okay to live this day
So don't think of anything right now
Just breathe, take a deep breath
then exhale everything


Whose sigh is this?
This heavy sigh
How could I measure it either way?
It's your sigh
It's okay even there is something behind it that is not understandable
I will still embrace you
You've really done a good job

Amphibian 雙棲動物

I wish I were.

---

愛情如果真的是束縛
為何你能愛得輕鬆自如
你說你天生愛孤獨 
兩人生活有點太辛苦

If love is really a bound, 
why you can love so easily and freely
You said you are a born loner
It's too much to live for two

我不像你是雙棲動物 
我只能活在充滿愛的幸福
我所能適應的溫度 
都是以兩人世界為主

But I am not like you, I am nothing like an amphibian
I could only stay in the happiness filled with love
The only temperature that makes me survive, 
is when there is you

很想哭    哭完無助 
我無法和我一個人相處 
你不願搬回從前居住

I wanna cry,
but I feel helpless after this
I cannot move on by myself
and you don't wanna come back either

就算哭   也一樣沒幫助 
我被困在一個人的峽谷 
多想要卻要不到你安撫
眼前是什麼路 已看不清楚

Though I cry, 
nothing could help
I am being trapped in the hole with loneliness
eager for your care but get nothing
I am no longer able to see
what is in front of me


你的腳步在不遠處 
我反覆將自己說服
就算最終 
這一場愛的催眠術
能解除 依然無助 

Your step is not far away
I am still persuading myself with this lie
Even eventually, 
this hypnosis of so-called love could be ended
I still feel hopeless endlessly

我無法和我一個人相處 
你不願搬回從前居住
就算哭也一樣沒幫助 
我被困在一個人的峽谷 
多想要卻要不到你安撫
眼前是什麼路 已看不清楚

I cannot stay with myself alone anymore
But somehow you cannot turn back anymore
So even I cry, 
there is nothing that could help
I am being trapped in this black hole with loneliness
begging for your care but get nothing
I am no longer able to see
what is in front of me

Rollercoaster

I believe it will be how the story ends eventually.

---

It was summer when I saw your face

Looked like a teenage runaway
And God I never thought we'd take it that far
Some killer queen you are

那是個夏天
當我初次遇見你
就好像是年少輕狂的樣子
老天，我從來沒有想過事情會發展成這樣
你就像個殺手皇后一樣

And now I'm running and I can't stop anywhere I go
I think about it everyday and night I can't let go
Man, I'm never the same
We were shotgun lovers
I'm a shot gun running away

而此刻我正狂奔著
無法停歇
我不斷想著那段時光
而我無法放下
你知道嗎？我再也不一樣了
我們不再是像過去那樣散彈槍的戀愛
我現在只能急速逃離

So come a little closer
There is something I can tell yeah
You are such a roller coaster
And a killer queen you are

所以靠近一點吧
我有一些   想要告訴你的秘密
你就像雲霄飛車一般，有著致命的吸引力
就像個殺手皇后一樣

Ro roller coaster and I don't say no
Ro roller coaster, when you don't say no
And it's such a roller coaster
Some killer queen you are

(我們的戀愛)如雲霄飛車般
我絕不說不
只要你也不說
就像是雲霄飛車一樣的愛情
你也就是個殺手皇后


We took the bones out from the road
Those endless nights that we traveled we stole
You let your clothes fall to the floor
And lit a fire while I waited for more

曾經我們把錢塞滿口袋
遊蕩在大街上
我們四處穿梭
甚至嚐點刺激
在那些無止盡的夜晚
你就這樣讓衣服散落在地
當我等待更多的時候燃起了慾火

And now I'm running and I won't stop I don't wanna go
I think about it every day and night I can't let go
Hey, I'm never the same
It's a hundred miles an hour on a dirt road running away

而現在我正狂奔著
我不會停止但也不想離開
我瘋狂地想著那些日子
無法放開手
你知道嗎？我已經變了
我這麼想著
在無止盡的黃沙路上以每小時一百哩的速度奔馳著


Come a little closer
Why don't you
Come a little closer

再靠近一點
你何不再靠近一點呢?

Why don't you come a little closer
There's something I could tell yeah
You were such a roller coaster
Some killer queen you are

為什麼你不再向我近一點？
我有想要告訴你的話
那時候的你就像個雲霄飛車一樣瘋狂
就是個殺手皇后

Ro roller coaster and I don't say no
Ro roller coaster, when you don't say no (oh-o)
And it's such a roller coaster
Some killer queen you are

(我們的戀愛)如雲霄飛車般
我絕不說不
只要你也不說
就像是雲霄飛車一樣的愛情

你也就是個殺手皇后

No Words

---

Walkin' home
I passed by a funeral
There was a woman there
She was cryin'
Cursin' at the Gods
And it made me wanna
Run home to you
And I ran, ran, ran
Ran as fast as I could

回家途中

我經過一場喪禮

那裡站了個女人

嚎啕大哭
詛咒著上帝

這讓我只想逃回家

奔向你

所以我不斷的狂奔

以我最快的速度

Oh
No one knows, yeah
What tomorrow holds, yeah
All we got is here and now
All we got is here and now

沒有人知道啊

沒有人知道明天會變得如何

我們只有此時可此刻此地

我們只有這樣

I'm not gonna waste no more time
Oh, no, no

所以我絕不再浪費一分一秒

絕不


I'm out of words, babe
No way to explain
Why you lookin' at me
What you doin' to me
I'm out of words, babe
No way to explain
Why you lookin' at me
I can't get enough
I can't get enough
I can't get enough
I can't get enough

可是我無言以對

什麼都沒辦法解釋

關於你為什麼這樣盯著我

還有你為什麼這樣對待我

沒有解釋

為什麼你這樣看著我

不夠

這一切對我來說都不夠

I can't get enough

沒有什麼可以滿足現在的我


My thoughts
Moving like a speedin' train
Runnin' home to you
Tryin' to catch up with them
But
So many things
I forgot to say
Now that I want to
Don't know how to, babe

我的思考

速度已經超越了快速列車

向著家裡的你狂奔

我試著要跟上它的步伐

但有太多事情

我已經喪失了如何訴說的能力

此刻我只想要

但我不知道如何開始，寶貝

Oh
No one knows, yeah
What tomorrow holds, yeah
All we got is here and now
All we got is here and now

喔   沒有人知道啊

沒有人知道明天會變得如何

我們只有此時可此刻此地

我們只有這樣

I'm out of words, babe
No way to explain
Why you lookin' at me
What you doin' to me
I'm out of words, babe
No way to explain
Why you lookin' at me
I can't get enough
I can't get enough
I can't get enough
I can't get enough
I can't get enough

可是我無言以對

什麼都沒辦法解釋

關於你為什麼這樣盯著我

還有你為什麼這樣對待我

沒有解釋

為什麼你這樣看著我

不夠

這一切對我來說都不夠

People always said
I got a way with words
But when it comes to you
I don't know what to say
Oh, nah, nah, damn

人們總是說

我很會說

但一碰到你

我卻啞口無言

怎麼這麼該死

Won't do you justice, babe
Won't do you justice, babe
Oh, nah, nah, damn
Words, babe
No way to explain

這對你來說不公平

不公平

真該死

說話啊，寶貝

但我不知道該怎麼解釋

What you doin' to me
I'm out of words, babe
No way to explain
Why you lookin' at me
I can't get enough
Oh, no, no
I can't get enough
Oh, no, no, no
I can't get enough
I can't get enough
Do you wanna be my baby
I can't get enough

那些關於你為什麼對我如此的話

我找不到適合的詞，寶貝

我解釋不了

為什麼你用這樣的眼神看著我

我只感覺到一切都不夠

不夠

遠遠不夠

你想要成為我的寶貝嗎

因為我覺得遠遠不夠

I Miss You So Much 我好想你

Time to move on.

---

開了燈    眼前的模樣

偌大的房    寂寞的床
關了燈    全都一個樣

心裡的傷    無法分享

Turn on the light, the scene in front of me
is that spacious room with the lonely bed
Turn off the light, to be honest,
it's all the same
The wound of the heart, there is no way to tell.

生命

隨年月流去    隨白髮老去
隨著你離去    快樂渺無音訊....
隨往事淡去    隨夢境睡去
隨麻痺的心逐漸遠去

Life,
flows away with time
ages with the hair,
it leaves away from me when you're gone.
Until now, I still can't find my happiness.
Life fades away as time goes by and,
is buried under the deepest dream.
I feel it's gone far and away with my numb heart

我好想你    好想你
卻不露痕跡

But I miss you so much, I really do.
Just somehow never shown a bit

我還踮著腳思念
我還任記憶盤旋
我還閉著眼流淚
我還裝作無所謂
我好想你   好想你
卻欺騙自己

I still think of you all the time
I still let the memories haunt me at the night
I sill cry with my eyes closed

I still act like nothing has ever happened

You know what? I miss you, I really miss you
But somehow I just lie to myself

我好想你    好想你
就當作祕密
我好想你    好想你
就深藏在心

So just let it be my secret
So just hide it in the heart, the deepest part,
As I always do.

我好想你

Amor Fati

---

God doesn't love me
There are too much that I wanna give vent to,
but there is no confessional
So just pass me an ashtray
Inhale. Exhale.
Curses came out faster than the smoke
and kept staining my mouth and body
Hell,
Let me think of you for a while, is that okay?

You are my soporific, my caffeine
My virus, and my vaccine
My bible, and my dirty magazine
I'm in trouble
We are like two perfect pieces, left from the puzzles
and worship the disdain as the holly god
They cannot change me

Nothing can save me

You try to run away, 
run away from the world
But then you, run away,
run away from yourself
And you don't know the way home
I believe in myself
I believe in what I see at this moment
I believe in this drink I hold
But they call me a non-believer

You try to run away, 
run away from the world
But then you, run away,
run away from yourself
And you don't know the way home
I believe in myself
I believe in the sweat I drop on my hand
I believe in my heart
and love
But they call me a non-believer


Sell me a answer that is ugly, rather than the drug
This answer contains all my fear, innocence and cynicalness
It breaks me into pieces , and resell me into the black market
Totally eat me up
Fate, mission or even destiny 
They come for saving but fatally
They come for an unforeseeable future,
serve the root of evilness and illness to this world

It's hell's kitchen,
makes people gather under the greedy bloody signboard
It's said that here is the origin, 
they sell their own flavors, and they are actually the same poisons
What makes the most horrible is losing control,
when you only need one meal, but it serves you the whole table
This makes you greedy even you cannot hold the spoon anymore
You believe it blindly, 
believe that it's not indigestion until you throw up

You try to run away, 
run away from the world
But then you, run away,
run away from yourself
And you don't know the way home
I believe in myself
I believe in what I see at this moment
I believe in this drink I hold
But they call me a non-believer

You try to run away, 
run away from the world
But then you, run away,
run away from yourself
And you don't know the way home
I believe in myself
I believe in the sweat I drop on my hand
I believe in my heart
and love
But they call me a non-believer


There's no way home


They break my legs for forcing me use the cane
They feed me up with poisonous apples when I am hungry
They make me hold guns and knives but not my arms
Do these make you feel pure?

And, they break my wings and make me crawl on the ground
They disdain me and point at me with that finger
But is it okay if you throw the stones even if you doesn't have the sin?
Isn't throwing stones a sin itself?


Oh God, He doesn't love me
I know, He doesn't love me
Well, neither do I
Neither do I

We are, others.

We are, the others.