Amor Fati

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God doesn't love me
There are too much that I wanna give vent to,
but there is no confessional
So just pass me an ashtray
Inhale. Exhale.
Curses came out faster than the smoke
and kept staining my mouth and body
Hell,
Let me think of you for a while, is that okay?

You are my soporific, my caffeine
My virus, and my vaccine
My bible, and my dirty magazine
I'm in trouble
We are like two perfect pieces, left from the puzzles
and worship the disdain as the holly god
They cannot change me

Nothing can save me

You try to run away, 
run away from the world
But then you, run away,
run away from yourself
And you don't know the way home
I believe in myself
I believe in what I see at this moment
I believe in this drink I hold
But they call me a non-believer

You try to run away, 
run away from the world
But then you, run away,
run away from yourself
And you don't know the way home
I believe in myself
I believe in the sweat I drop on my hand
I believe in my heart
and love
But they call me a non-believer


Sell me a answer that is ugly, rather than the drug
This answer contains all my fear, innocence and cynicalness
It breaks me into pieces , and resell me into the black market
Totally eat me up
Fate, mission or even destiny 
They come for saving but fatally
They come for an unforeseeable future,
serve the root of evilness and illness to this world

It's hell's kitchen,
makes people gather under the greedy bloody signboard
It's said that here is the origin, 
they sell their own flavors, and they are actually the same poisons
What makes the most horrible is losing control,
when you only need one meal, but it serves you the whole table
This makes you greedy even you cannot hold the spoon anymore
You believe it blindly, 
believe that it's not indigestion until you throw up

You try to run away, 
run away from the world
But then you, run away,
run away from yourself
And you don't know the way home
I believe in myself
I believe in what I see at this moment
I believe in this drink I hold
But they call me a non-believer

You try to run away, 
run away from the world
But then you, run away,
run away from yourself
And you don't know the way home
I believe in myself
I believe in the sweat I drop on my hand
I believe in my heart
and love
But they call me a non-believer


There's no way home


They break my legs for forcing me use the cane
They feed me up with poisonous apples when I am hungry
They make me hold guns and knives but not my arms
Do these make you feel pure?

And, they break my wings and make me crawl on the ground
They disdain me and point at me with that finger
But is it okay if you throw the stones even if you doesn't have the sin?
Isn't throwing stones a sin itself?


Oh God, He doesn't love me
I know, He doesn't love me
Well, neither do I
Neither do I

We are, others.

We are, the others.

Come Play The Game With Me

You & I (Forever)

I usually just think out loud, but don't speak. But this is a shitty day, so let me say, haha!

Coward, too coward to say anything, but seriously, what are we waiting for?

I don't know, but I don't wanna be chill anymore.

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It's getting late for me
But it's too early for you
I shouldn't wait but
This one I'm not gonna lose
I can see it, forever
I got my start off at 10
You give your love for free
So couldn't you say it again
That this is all that you need
Can you see it?
Can you see it?

對我而言    越來越晚了
但我想對你而言   卻還太早
老實說我不該繼續等下去的
但是我實在不想失去你
因為我已經看見了   永遠
我以十元起標
你卻零代價的愛我
所以你會再說一遍嗎
這就是你所想要的
你能看得到嗎（你和我的永遠）

Tell me what we're waiting for
I only wanna love

告訴我我們究竟在等些什麼
我只是想好好的愛

I don't wanna try alone
We could dream it all
Don't wanna stop the thought
of you and I forever
Forever
I only wanna team with you
We could dream it all
Don't wanna stop the thought
of you and I forever
Forever

我並不想自己行走
我們可以一起做夢
我也不想停止夢想
關於你和我的永遠
我們的永遠
我只想和你站在停一陣線
我們一起作夢吧
並不想要停止想像
管於你和我的永遠
我們的永遠

Sometimes you gotta push to start
And then we're gonna go until the wheels fall off
Till the wheels fall off
Can't you see it?
It's forever

有時候你必須要積極一點
輪軸才會轉動
直到輪子落下的那一刻才會停止
否則我們永遠前行
所以你看不到嗎
這是永遠啊

I don't wanna try alone
We could dream it all
Don't wanna stop the thought
of you and I forever
Forever
I only wanna team with you
We could dream it all
Don't wanna stop the thought
of you and I forever

我並不想自己行走
我們可以一起做夢
我也不想停止夢想
關於你和我的永遠
我們的永遠
我只想和你站在停一陣線
我們一起作夢吧
並不想要停止想像
管於你和我的永遠
我們的永遠

Taiwan Teddy Bear

No he sabido todavía por qué me diste esta canción entonces. 

Pues, solo puedo decirte es que pienso en ti cada vez cuando la escucho. 

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Through your eyes I see a lake,
where a fairy is undressing herself,
for the sun could adore her
The afternoon sadness has occupied my heart,
and obscured it with the doubts

There are some moments,
when one will get to reflect on himself
and light up the storm
Everything is so quite that,
silence in fact announces the coming of noise
It's the calm before the storm


Suddenly I cannot breathe
I need a little bit of freedom
I need you to stay away from me for some time
I need you to leave me in peace

It is always the way I go
Don't try to understand me
There is nothing you can do
I am just a little paranoid, I'm sorry

But in just a while I already start to miss you
I'm worried that I may lose you
I need you to come to me,
so that I can feel the warmth of your body

A teddy bear from Taiwan
(Travelled like) a nutshell en the sea
Its softness is like the skin of rug
It's so delicious like the sweetness of milk


On my bed, there is an angle sleeping
She sighs with her cherry mouth open
Between the clouds of cotton,
and with the light of dawn
The reason (consciousness) wakes up,
and sheds the light on the doubts

Seventeen

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I know i can't
I can't be everything
All in one
Just the one for you
We make up
Up some pieces
We're puzzle pieces
We fit all adding up
We fit all adding up

我知道我無法
無法成為任何東西
但我集合全部為一
就只為了你如此
我們拼湊著
會拼湊一些碎片
就像是拼圖一般
越拼越完整

If you want a second to breathe
I'll give you all of my love
I'll give you all that you need
Don't worry
I'm not in a hurry
Not going nowhere
I'm not going nowhere

如果你需要一秒鐘的時間喘息
我會給你我所有的愛
我會給你所有需要的一切
別擔心
我一點也不著急
哪兒都不會去
我哪兒都不會去


I balance act
I fill up everything
Down to one
Just the one it's you
You make up
Up a piece it's
My favorite piece and
You fit all adding up
You fit all adding up

我平衡的演出
我填滿所一切
這一切都只為了你
只為了你如此
你是一片拼圖
是我最愛的那一片
因為你才讓我的世界完整

If you want a second to breathe
I'll give you all of my love
I'll give you all that you need
Don't worry
I'm not in a hurry
Not going nowhere
I'm not going nowhere

如果你需要一秒鐘的時間喘息
我會給你我所有的愛
我會給你所有需要的一切
別擔心
我一點也不著急
哪兒都不會去
我哪兒都不會去


I'm
Coming up with all the things
So won't
So won't you come and join me
Life
Life can deal some crazy things
But don't worry
Don't you worry
We'll find it

我帶著所有而來
所以你呢?
為何不和我一起
人生啊
人生可以碰到任何瘋狂的事
但別擔心
請你不要擔心
我們會找到意義

If you want a second to breathe
I'll give you all of my love
I'll give you all that you need
Don't worry
I'm not in a hurry
Not going nowhere
I'm not going nowhere

如果你需要一秒鐘的時間喘息
我會給你我所有的愛
我會給你所有需要的一切
別擔心
我一點也不著急
哪兒都不會去
我哪兒都不會去

Spoony Roses 癡情玫瑰花

by Under Lover Feat. 春風

Totally Tai Ke style lol!
Such a funny song to mix Taiwanese with Chinese and the electronic music haha.

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我要送你九十九朵玫瑰花 我要唱心內的話乎你聽
我愛你我願意你不用怕 真正的癡情男子漢置這 就是我

I'm gonna send you ninety-nine roses
I'm gonna sing you all my heart
I love you and I do, so don't be afraid
I am that real spoony guy for you, yeah, it's me


北鼻你怎ㄟ穿尬這尼辣 看到你整冬天攏抹畏寒
我是正港純情的查埔孩 拜託你麥擱調剛給我引

Baby why are you so hot?
I won't be afraid of coldness this whole winter after seeing you
I am that pure boy, really,
so don't lure me like that, please

日頭刺炎炎 塞車塞你家樓下 做你的司機帶你四處行
要吃西餐廳還是路邊攤仔 只要你歡喜帳攏我來繳

The sun shines and burns outside
And I am stuck in the traffic jam downstairs
Just to be the personal driver taking you everywhere
No matter what you wanna eat, restaurant or just vendor
I will pay all the bills for all your happiness

雖然外靠的女神有這尼多 但心內媽祖只有你一個
不敢來肖想得到你的肉體 只要你的心保庇我就ok

Though there are lots of girls out there
My only goddess is you
I don't even dare to own your body
Only your heart will be good enough for me

我對你的愛是真正有影 就連厝邊隔壁攏來探聽
不驚好朋友笑阮是憨孩 誰叫我愛你 沒有辦法

My love for you is so real that
even neighbors come for gossip
And I don't either care about what friends tease me
Because I love you, and there is no other ways.

我要送你九十九朵玫瑰花 我要唱心內的話乎你聽
我愛你我願意你不用怕 真正的癡情男子漢置這

I'm gonna send you ninety-nine roses
I'm gonna sing you all my heart
I love you and I do, so don't be afraid
I am that real spoony guy for you

我要送你九十九朵玫瑰花 我要做你永遠的阿娜達
我要寄張喜帖到你阿嬤家 真正的癡情男子漢置這 就是我

I'm gonna send you ninety-nine roses
I'm gonna be your forever anada
I'm gonna send your grandma our wedding card
I am that real spoony guy for you, yeah, it's me


我的行情也沒比你還差 也有很多姑娘攏很愛我
每天照三餐排置阮家樓下 我是怹心目中的劉德華

I am not worse than you, you know
There are still bunches of girls chasing after me
They line up for me downstairs everyday
I am their Andy Lau

我怕酒醉來乎怹撿屍體 所以我從來不曾喝兩杯
保鑣帶兩個讓怹沒機會 愛我的姑娘實在真歹勢

I am afraid of drunk sex, so I never drink more than two
I walk with two guards so they don't get the chance
Well, sorry for those who love me

假意我的七仔雖然有這尼多 但是我卡想只有你一個
就算說來乎怹得到我的肉體 但我靈魂永遠是你的

Tough there are so many girls around me
I only think of you
Even they have the chance to get my body
My soul only belongs to you

我愛你不是青菜說說而已 我不只愛你 我也愛你娘
只要你有需要 電話打乎我 以後你就會大聲來叫我 第一名

I mean it when I say I love you
I don't only love you but your mother too
If you need me, just call me
You will call me No.1 from now on

我要送你九十九朵玫瑰花 我要唱心內的話乎你聽
我愛你我願意你不用怕 真正的癡情男子漢置這

I'm gonna send you ninety-nine roses
I'm gonna sing you all my heart
I love you and I do, so don't be afraid
I am that real spoony guy for you

我要送你九十九朵玫瑰花 我要做你永遠的阿娜達
我要寄張喜帖到你阿嬤家 真正的癡情男子漢置這 就是我

I'm gonna send you ninety-nine roses
I'm gonna be your forever anada
I'm gonna send your grandma our wedding card
I am that real spoony guy for you, yeah, it's me

How I Want Ya

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All you want, all you need
I could be your anything
Tell me, girl, what you need
Honest eyes, no disguise
You know where I'll be tonight
Tell me, girl, what you need

所有你想要的、所有妳需要的

我都可以為妳達成

告訴我吧，女孩    告訴我妳所要的

最甜蜜的眼神    別再藏起來了

妳知道我今晚會在哪

告訴我吧，女孩    告訴我妳所要的

Cause I'll be waiting for you
Trying just to get through
Tell me what to do
Just tell me what to do
And I've been up the whole night
Trying to get my head right
No matter what I do, all I want is you

因為我會一直等待著妳

力排障礙

只要告訴我該怎麼做

就儘管告訴我該怎麼做

因為我已整晚徹夜未眠

只想讓自己頭腦清醒

但不管我怎麼做    我所想要的只有妳

Ooh, how I want ya
Ooh, how I need ya, darling
Ooh, how I want ya
Ooh, how I need ya, darling
Ooh, how I want ya
Ooh, how I need ya, darling
Ooh, how I want ya
Ooh, how I need ya, darling

喔    我是這麼地想要你

我是這麼的需要你啊親愛的


What's the play in this game?
Tell me if you feel the same
Do you care either way?
You can't fight what feels right
I can see it in your eyes
Say what you want to say

這場遊戲的劇本是什麼?

如果我們心有靈犀    就儘管告訴我吧

妳是不是真的在乎?

因為這個感覺太棒了   妳也無法抵抗對吧?

從妳眼神就知道

就儘管說出妳想說的吧

Cause I'll be waiting for you
Trying just to get through
Tell me what to do
Just tell me what to do
And I've been up the whole night
Trying to get my head right
No matter what I do, all I want is you

因為我會一直等妳

排除萬難

只要告訴我該怎麼做

就儘管告訴我

而我整夜未眠

試圖讓自己清醒

但不敢管我如何做    我滿腦子都是妳

Ooh, how I want ya
Ooh, how I need ya, darling
Ooh, how I want ya
Ooh, how I need ya, darling
Ooh, how I want ya
Ooh, how I need ya, darling
Ooh, how I want ya
Ooh, how I need ya, darling

喔    我是這麼地想要你

我是這麼的需要你啊親愛的

All I want is you

我想要的只有你

Contradiction/Ambivalence 矛盾

by Hebe Tien 田馥甄

This is supposed to be sad, but I like it in a trivial way.

Glad the opposite colors no longer are black and white, but the crazy as red, and indifferent as white.

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Hope to be cared about, 
while despise overprotection
Willing to believe,
while build the wall to confine myself
Thirst to change myself, break the loneliness, 
but turned out messing myself up, destroying love

Too much sorry for what I've done,
and stress haunts me like ghosts
I wonder if the good luck from the very beginning
will end up imprisoning myself?
Want to follow my heart, be myself,
but became obeying the rules, walk like others

How ambivalent

Only one embrace just makes both the fire and water boil
Happiness stares at sadness
They compromise, and they live in symbiosis

Only one head but has two opposite souls
Bravery provokes cowardice
They debates fiercely


Wish to have our minds in sync, 
so that we could be invincible no matter what they say
But even how close we are, 
there is still distance between our separate hearts
If we want best of both worlds, 
we aren't gonna to live in peace
Even if we are used to the plain life,
we still want to challenge the fate

How ambivalent

Only one embrace just makes both the fire and water boil
Happiness stares at sadness
They compromise, and they live in symbiosis

Only one head but occupied by two opposite souls
Bravery provokes cowardice
They debates fiercely


And the more you fight against the ambivalence,
the more ambivalent you will be

Dare You 你敢不敢

by Lala Hsu 徐佳瑩

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你的電話 我還是接了
你約見面 我還是去了
你傳的晚安 我照常回了
這樣夠嗎 夠嗎？

When you call me,
I still answer it
When you wanna see me,
I still show up
When you text me goodnight,
I still text you back
as usual
Is it enough, is it?

讓自己忙碌 證明還活著
讓朋友陪我 都不好意思了
我說不愛你 你也就相信了
這樣好嗎 好嗎？

Keeping my days busy,
so to prove I'm still alive
Asking friends to stay with me,
too much so I feel embarrassed
But when I said I don't love you,
how come you just believe so
Is it okay, is it?


你敢不敢
承認我愛上你的壞
你敢不敢
說恨我 像愛我一樣
發自內心的堅決
你敢不敢
愛一個人 如此卑微

Dare you
admit that I fall for your bad
Dare you
Say you hate me,
like you love me,
from the bottom of your heart
And dare you
love someone so bad
but losing yourself


你敢不敢
無視我止不住的眼淚
你敢不敢
說這段 感情的不堪
全都是我的不對
你敢不敢
愛錯了人 卻不想面對

Dare you
ignore my relentless tears
Dare you
say this relationship was cracked
all because of me
And dare you
knowing that you love the wrong one
but reluctant to face it

Invincible

God bless Taiwan. May the peace be with you.

---

Follow through
Make your dreams come true
Don't give up the fight
You will be alright
'Cause there's no one like you in the universe

堅持到底

讓你的夢想成真吧

別放棄奮鬥

你沒問題的

因為在這個宇宙中    你是獨一無二的

Don't be afraid
What your mind conceives
You should make a stand
Stand up for what you believe
And tonight
We can truly say
Together we're invincible

別害怕

那些發自你內心的想像

你應該挺身而出

為你的信仰而戰

而今晚

我們將可以真切地說

在一起    我們所向無敵

During the struggle
They will pull us down
But please, please
Let's use this chance
To turn things around
And tonight
We can truly say
Together we're invincible

在掙扎中

他們會詆毀我們

但請你、真心的懇求你

讓我們把握這個機會

讓一切改變

那麼今晚

我們便能無畏地說

在一起    我們所向披靡

Do it on your own
It makes no difference to me
What you leave behind
What you choose to be
And whatever they say
Your soul's unbreakable

你能自己前進

因為對我來說
關於你丟棄了什麼
關於你選擇成為誰
都和我沒有關係
而不論他們說些什麼
你的靈魂是堅不可破的

During the struggle
They will pull us down
But please, please
Let's use this chance
To turn things around
And tonight
We can truly say
Together we're invincible
Together we're invincible

在掙扎中

他們會詆毀我們

但請你、真心的懇求你

讓我們把握這個機會

讓一切改變

那麼今晚

我們便能無畏地說

在一起    我們所向披靡

MUSE PORTFOLIO PROJECT - Stockholm Syndrome

Stockholm Syndrome Music Video

What can I say? I don't move on cuz this is a fucking insane and everything about the crazy syndrome.

Totally fall for this song not just its lyrics but video, everything! Even the live from Wembley Stadium in HARRP (2007) is fantastic.

So sad and sexy.